~YAWN~

Ugh...sometimes, I like to torture myself. I like to stay up really really late, till like almost sunrise. Which really would be fine if I didn't have kids who got up to do things in the morning. So my 3 yr old woke up screaming at 5AM (which seems to be a recent ritual) and wanted a drink. Then I had to get my 11 yr old up at 9AM to go to play practice. I was also supposed to be going out with family today but BH they decided they would rather get take out and hang out at my house. So now it's 5PM and I am ready for bed. Can anyone tell me why I do this? It's NOT fun and I am beat. ~yawn~